i have percocets, beta blockers, immodium, weed, and a raging desire to be free from this drug. ive also put back some really weak dope so when it becomes unbearable i can give myself a little rest. i find if i do a shot on day 3 it doesnt ruin my detox if i have one shot to take a break from the misery. however with the percs, im hoping i wont need them.

my withdrawals dont ever include vomiting more then once or so. its mostly tired, stuffty nose, yawning, sneezing, and terrible chills and sweats and no sleep.

oh yes i have sleeping pills. and klonopin but im prescribed the latter.

i can do it this time, becuase i hate it now. i am no longer mentally addicted to it. i dont want it.

im assuming tyhat ill yearn for it at some points, and ill feel it in the pit of my stomach and get all pins and needles feeling. when that happens, im going to fuck my fiancee, get drunk, or smoke some weed. all perfect distractions if i am not working. work is the best distraction. i plan on working a lot the next month.

wish me luck.